Kamis, 25 Januari 2018

KILAU SENJA


Irma Safitriani


kilau senja dari ufuk barat membawa sinar merah 
jatuh diatas bentang biru yang mulai meredup
aku terbaring berhambur di pasir meraung kesakitan
memutar-mutar tubuh yang hilang kendala
rebah, jatuh, remuk, melepuh, semua mengiris kejam tak berperasaaan

Nyiur dari sana kulihat enggan bergerak
menutup rapat jijik akan perasaanku yang terlambat
hujan yang turun seolah menyambut sedih 
aku yang tak sadar diri seakan lupa bagaimana bayang itu memohon 
air mata tak ada lagi arti semua telah hilang dalam suasana yang ku buat 
lambaian itu tak ingin kembali lagi yang terbit hanyalah kesendirian dan kesepian

Bagaimana jantung akan berdegup sementara darah telah memutih
muka seolah berubah bentuk tak lagi bernyawa 
aku telah kehilangan senyum yang tak dapat ku lihat lagi 
angin telah membawa jauh ia ke dalam sangkar emas yang tak bisa ku raba
di setiap aku ingin kembali ada batas yang selalu menghadang

Aku tersandung di hati yang salah dan kini aku tak dapat bangun lagi,
aku seakan berada dalam tawa mereka yang remeh
untuk apa hanya menangis menyaksikan kesenangan mereka sementara diri yang jadi ledekan 
aku malu, malu dan sangat malu

bisakah aku kembali untuk tak mengingat?
 burung bersayap kecil itu pun merasa iba melihatku 
aku tau itu, dan dalam hati aku menjerit rakus menggema
memekik ingin dibawa pergi jauh dari kenyataan ini. 

Harapan Bangsa ku

IRMA SAFITRIANI

Anak-anak kecil bersungging senyum ringan
Berlari bersama, berburu mencari harapan dalam tong-tong sampah jalanan
Terkadang pada gunungan-gunungan sampah kota yang hina, dan di balik kaca-kaca mewah sang pejabat kota

Mereka bersemangat seolah tak ada gumpalan kabut hitam di fikirnya
Tetap bersyukur dalam makna kehidupan yang susah
Bagi mereka hari tetap akan berjalan walau sebutir pengenyang pun tak dapat mereka rasai
Waktu kan tetap berganti walau mereka tak dapat tertidur pulas

Anak-anak kecil bersungging senyum ringan
Bila malam mereka berjalan di lorong-lorong gelap nan senyap
Mencari tempat dimana mereka akan membaringkan tubuhnya yang mungil
Dalam malam yang hitam kelam mereka terbaring pulas dengan wajah polos

Anak-anak kecil bersungging senyum ringan
Jauh dalam tidur pulas nya terbit cahaya harapan
Mimpi yang besar untuk tanah air yang pendiam dan mulai lesu
Ingin menjadi seseorang yang bermakna dalam kehidupan
Membangun negeri dengan fikirnya yang tinggi
Dan dapat tersenyum puas dengan karyanya sendiri

Anak-anak kecil besungging senyum ringan
Mereka adalah harapan kampung-kampung kecil di sudut kota
Merekalah senandung lagu mega fajar nan indah
Merekalah senyuman dan lambaian nyiur hijau kelapa
Dan merekalah pembangkit hidup dalam harumnya rumput-rumput penyubur tanah




Rabu, 24 Januari 2018

Doa Anak Negeri

Goresan sajak oleh: Irma Safitriani

Terik haus meraung perih
Gerak tubuh merangkak hilang tujuan
Genggam pasir yang luruh terbawa angin
Irisan hati penuh darah dan nanah

Gersang, menyesal tak berujung
Harap maaf  tak mudah berucap
Suasana diri hanyut dalam rebusan api
Membakar hitam tak tampak lagi
perih tak mungkin sembuh
Negeri mengambang tak dapat menyentuh

Ingin jari ini meraih senyum
Bagi negeri yang haus abdi
Membawa tawa untuk anak negeri
Menyucikan kembali negeri yang penuh dengan noda

Sedih
Diri hanya tertunduk malu
Hanya menutup tangan pada raja perkasa negeri
Beri kami segelas keadilan
Memohon peluk rangkul tanpa air mata

Malu...
Pada adilnya itik-itik penghuni sungai
Menggiring anak tanpa percuma
Ingin rasa berungkap lantang
pada penguasa yang berjalan hilang kendali

Do’a
Selalu kami himpunkan
Untuk negeri yang mulai hilang pelindung
Berharap penuh negeri tak lagi meraung kesakitan
Hanya ada tawa kami yang berdiri jaya
Menari tenang bersama daun-daun kecil kami

Negeri
tak perlu harus menangis
Rajaku adil menjadi harap kami
Beri kami angin pelangi
Lukiskan negeri kami langit-langit penuh warna
Agar kami tak lagi menangis bersama embun-embun pagi pembawa duka


Aku Berhati


Goresan sajak oleh: Irma Safitriani


Aku berkisah tentang wangi yang ku dengar
Ia juga ku jumpai pada sebidang hati yang berwarna
Bagaimana bisa?
Bukan diri yang tak normal melainkan ini tentang perasaan
Sehikayat itu telah mengakar dan menyentuh langit dalam pandanganku
Dan diriku berbinar mata mengakuinya

Jari-jari ku lesu dan mengembun
Hingga ku genggam ia dan memejam kedua mataku
Benarkah aku di akui adanya?
Tertuliskah kisah ini pada kanvas keinginan ku?
Atau tak mengapa bila hanya pada sebilah batu yang jauh dari sepengetahuan manusia
Asal aku tau aku wujud
Bukan bayangan yang hanya mengikuti jika cahaya ada
Aku ingin hadir dalam arah apapun itu
Karena aku berperasaan bukan mati dan mematung

Jumat, 03 November 2017

Sayatan luka

Goresan sajak oleh: Irma Safitriani

Jangan salahkan malam ketika engkau takut gelap
malam tak memberimu sakit atau kesedihan
namun suasana yang terjadi memupuknya menjadi hawa kematian

Jangan salahkan duri ketika engkau tertusuk
duri tak akan menusuk bila engkau tak mendekat
tapi ketidaksaran mu lah yang memulainya

Pastikan saja kau tak menyalahkan yang tak salah
tak menguras keringat untuk bersitegang bahwa dia yang salah
jangan biarkan diri hanyut dalam kebusukan ego mu
hingga kau buntu dan menebak-nebak luka
perih yang menuai air mata
semua tau betapa sakitnya itu
namun buatlah hati mu tetap menjadi hati
tak usah biarkan ia menjadi iblis di dalam diri mu sendiri
Hingga kau lupa bahwa sayatan perlu di sembuhkan bukan menambah nya dengan yang baru

Rabu, 01 November 2017

Berbalut dengan rindu dan kebencian

Goresan sajak oleh: Irma Safitriani

Diri selalu saja merinduimu
Merindukanmu pada senja yang menunggu malam memeluknya
pada mata yang ingin segera menepi pada peraduan
pada kenangan yang ku jumpai di setiap kesibukan ku

Menyakitkan, ketika melupakan mu adalah pilihan
aku mengutuk diriku yang tak bisa lepas pada ikatan simpul yang lalu
ingin sekali bermuram ketika kau kembali namun yang terjadi sumringah yang kutawarkan
berkali-kali aku memperingati diri dan berkali-kali juga aku mengkhianati diri
seharusnya bukankah ketika kau toreh sayatan aku akan meneriaki mu?
tapi yang ku lakukan adalah memaafkan lalu kau pun berulah hal yang sama di lain waktu

Bodoh, yang menaruh harapan padamu itulah aku
bertahun-tahun mempercayai dan berakhir dengan kehancuran
selama ini tersenyum ketika mendengar namamu sehingga aku tak tau bahwa kau bercanda cinta dengan yang lain
ku teguhkan hatiku untuk mengingat satu bentuk manusia yang hanya kamu
namun manusia itu pula yang menyampahiku

Kejam, ku sebut itu kamu
kau ucap setia ku hanya sebatas jarak yang tak lama akan memudar
setia yang hanya ada pada cerita cinta dalam kisah-kisah yang berakhir pilu
hingga dengan tak sadar kau pun menerbangkan dirimu pada dahan yang lebih lebat daunnya
karena aku hanyalah ranting tua yang sudah rapuh dan membebani kisah cinta mu yang mengemas dan melegenda itu.


dari ku

hujan di senja hari



Minggu, 25 Juni 2017

part of my beautiful life

The beautiful life is not far from how we describe in beautiful word, ya something as reality or not.  Talking about the beautiful word, it is a part of poem or poetry. Through those we can talk about life, a complete of tree, the happiness of family, feeling, or something new that we have found in this universe. We can describe all of that in the beautiful way. I like play with the beautiful word, here what I mean with the beautiful word is the word that when we describe something in the different way and sometimes the other person cannot understand if he or she does not obtain a deep understanding of the word.  Poem and poetry become part of my life, those seem understand what I want when I start to write. I do not really good in scientific word, it makes me bored, so I choose them to help me in expressing my feeling. 


Well, I believe in this world everyone has a style to express their feeling, and I choose the poem and poetry to support in every condition. I often write a poem or poetry when I got the problem, happy, or everywhen if I want. For me when I write down every bussiness in the book, paper or even in my hand with the beautiful word, it makes me like “ oooough I got my soul again”. I love too to read the other person's poem or poetry, you know it is like I find my soulmate in this life and we can share our tale in writing. Actually, write a poem or poetry is very unique and comfortable, we can share our feeling or tale without vulgarly , because not everyone can understand what you mean by the word, so that’s why i recommend it to you to try write a poem or poetry such as when you get the bad feeling, when you falling in love or when you see the beautiful part of this world, who knows through that way you found the real of yourself. So this my story about the poem or poetry which become part of my life, I hope it can inspire you.

Jumat, 23 Juni 2017

my lovely enemy

I have three kinds sisters in my life, they have 3 kinds personalities. Sometimes their personalities makes me crazy to understand but it is very enjoy to be with them. Everything seems easy when we together but not rare we often fight each other. I feel like the happy last young sister, I can ask so many things to them plus to my parents, I ask the beautiful dress, money, cute bag, and so on.

My three sisters have gotten married and have born their children but they still love me as usual. Although they have their own family but we still often gather together in my home.

My first sister has one daughter and she is very motherhood, she loves cooking. She can makes delicious food and I often visit her house to get some food. She also compassionate, the children of our relatives really enjoy to be with her. They can get the delicious food and play with her daughter.Meanwhile, my second sister have a couple children and she is very fashionable, everything must be perfect. If she buy a cloth, the cloth must be elegant if not she will change the cloth until to be the perfect one and it makes me tired when I have to  walk around in market with her to find the best one.  But she loves to plant flowers, her house full of flowers and because of that her house become the beautiful one. Then, the last one my sister, she has one daughter and  because she still live with me and our parent , so we are really close. She is very fussy and moody, she can change her mood in short time ( it is very difficult to be with her J). I cannot touch many things in my home, cannot help her cooking something, sweeping the floor and so on, everything must be done by her. Yaaa you can conclude that I am like mannequin in that home but I think this is unique, I feel happy because I never feel tired. So, something that I can do in my home is playing with her daughter and annoying her. However, she is really nice, friendly and I love her so much.

So, those are my story about my three sisters, I really happy to have them in my life. My sister is my lovely enemy.

Selasa, 30 Mei 2017

my experience in tutoring two of students: part two

1.       First meeting
In the first meeting, the lesson occur around thirty minutes in the cafeteria, as the tutor told before the tutor choose the cafeteria to makes the students feel easy and freely to shared their problem. The tutor started the lesson with introducing self and and talked about how their life, their problem, school, etc. Then, the teacher taught them about the simple past, the meaning,  how to used the simple past in communication through the conversation between the tutor and the students. In the end of meeting the tutor gave the students some exercise through the conversation also. The students should answered the questions in the card and the tutor will continue the question by asking them orally.
2.     Second meeting
In the second meeting, the duration of the lesson longer than before, it was around one hour. the tutor started the lesson as the first meeting by asking some questions about their conditions, their feelings and also the question related to the simple past such as, what did you do last night? and something like that. In other hand, to make the students more interesting, the tutor also showed pronounciation of some word to the students. The students was very interesting because the pronounciation that they learned before of the word is different, in the meeting they know how to pronounce the word correctly and to make them sure whether the pronounce that given by the tutor correct or not, the tutor prove that through dictionary. After that, the tutor street to the point in introducing the simple perfect tense: when the simple perfect will be used, what the differences between the simple past and simple perfect tense. Then, the students practice the using of simple perfect orally in conversation with the tutor and friend also. 
3.      Third meeting
In the last meeting the lesson occurred around thirty minutes,  as usual the tutor started the lesson through asking some questions through conversation and fixed they pronounciation of some word. In this meeting, the lesson was done through the game that created by the tutor, the game focus on how to differentiate between both of the tenses and also about simple question. In the game consist of board game, pencil, and some cards. The tutor divided them into two groups and each of them should choose the piece of board game to be their home. Then, the teacher used the pencil and swing it in the middle of board game and the home that pointed by the pencil will answer the questions in the card.
This game really fun and makes the students really interesting and they can practice about the simple past and perfect tense unconsciously. This game also make them feel better when learning about the grammar so that the students can feel comfortable and do not afraid when lesson is happened.
Thus, in the end of the lesson the tutor conclude that the tutoring was successfully improve the students’ understanding about the simple past and simple perfect. The students can understand what is the differentiation between the simple past and simple perfect through the quantum teaching leaning method and board game media and can apply this tenses in the daily conversation.


my experience in tutoring two of students: part one

Tutoring about How to Differentiate Simple Past and Simple perfect Tenses During Three Meetings
The tutoring was conducted at students in third year of senior high school, they are AF and PJ who 17th years old (male and female). Based on tutor’s interview they have a problem in differentiating  between simple past tense and simple perfect tense in communication context, they want the tutor showed them how to use the tenses when they communicate with other person effectively. Thus, the students asked the tutor to help them to solve the problem.
The tutoring was occured in cafeteria and tutor’s house during three meetings. One meeting in cafeteria and two meetings in tutor’s house. Why it happened in cafeteria first? Because the tutor wants make the students comfortable in first meeting with shared their lamentation. They can freely mentioned their problem in understanding the tenses in that meeting. Then, the second and third meeting the tutoring was conducted in tutor’s house, the students came to the house at night and learned together.
The tutor used the quantum teaching learning method in teaching and learning the tenses. The tutor wants the students close with her before the lesson occurred. Before the tutor teach them about the simple past and simple perfect the tutor indicate their point problem in differentiating between both of the tenses through asking them some questions to make them close with her. Meanwhile, about the media, the tutor used a grammar book, cards, and board game to help the lesson happen successfully.

to be continue...